Episodes

Wednesday May 20, 2020
Doorway to Presence
Wednesday May 20, 2020
Wednesday May 20, 2020
Gideon Tsang reflects on how we’re invited to dwell in our present moment. Danielle Dalsey Kimball also shares her reflections on this text [John 14:15-17].
Reflection
- Are you present to what's alive in you?
- What practices can bring you back to the present moment this coming week?
Spiritual Practice
- Contemplative Prayer. Breathing in, I calm my body. Breathing out, I smile. Dwelling in the present moment, I know this is a wonderful moment.
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay
- Podcast: On Being (Ocean Vuong)

Wednesday May 13, 2020
On Earth as It Is in Heaven
Wednesday May 13, 2020
Wednesday May 13, 2020
Gideon Tsang reflects on how we can slowly practice getting out of the hell of our minds and into the experience of heaven that’s at hand. Christina Cotham and Judy Peterson also share their reflections on this text [Acts 7:54-60].
Reflection
- What does heaven on earth feel like for you?
- How can you cherish the moments when you're at home without shame in this world?
Spiritual Practice
- Contemplative Prayer. Breathing in, I calm my body. Breathing out, I smile. Dwelling in the present moment, I know this is a wonderful moment.
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay

Thursday May 07, 2020
Wanting
Thursday May 07, 2020
Thursday May 07, 2020
Jason Minnix reflects on our needs and how God is present in our deepest desires. Caroline Cody also shares her reflections on this text [Psalm 23].
Reflection
- What does it look like to invite God to be with me in my longing?
- How am I being held amidst the unsettling meal before me?
- Where have I been followed by goodness and mercy in my journey?
Spiritual Practice
- Bring the tension of wanting and not-yet-getting into God’s guiding presence. Speak or read Psalm 23 slowly with your breath. Name the tension you’re in as best you can. Close with another slow reading of Psalm 23.
- Make an object out of a difficult emotion for you this week and see how you relate to it.
- Name the threads of goodness and mercy that are returning you to a deeper life.
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay

Wednesday Apr 29, 2020
Listening
Wednesday Apr 29, 2020
Wednesday Apr 29, 2020
Virginia Cumberbatch reflects on what it means to listen during this season of isolation and separation. Candice Boehm and Jennifer Cumberbatch also share their reflections on this text [Psalm 113].
Reflection
- How have you listened to yourself and God during the quarantine?
- What does it look like this week to create intentional space to listen?
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay
- Video: Quarantine Goals
- Song: I’m Listening (Chris McClarney)

Wednesday Apr 22, 2020
Peace Be With You
Wednesday Apr 22, 2020
Wednesday Apr 22, 2020
Weylin Lee reflects on the spaces in our lives right now where we’re invited to experience peace. Kelly Cutbirth, John & Catie Brewster and Liz Schepel also share their reflections on this text [John 20:19-29].
Reflection
- How might we engage our senses in order to experience peace and extend peace to others?
- What are our spaces of disbelief that might offer ways to experience peace in an unexpected way?
- How might wounds serve as a reminder that our story isn’t finished?
Spiritual Practice
- Embodied Peace. What do you need to touch, see, hear, smell or taste to feel peace? How can you share embodied peace with someone else?
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay
- Podcast: Brene Brown and David Kessler on Grief

Wednesday Apr 15, 2020
The Paradox of Rebirth
Wednesday Apr 15, 2020
Wednesday Apr 15, 2020
Gideon Tsang reflects on the paradox of rebirth on this Easter Sunday. Matt Inman, Gena Minnix and Virginia Cumberbatch also share their reflections on this text [Matthew 28:1-10].
Reflection
- What have you experienced during this gestation period before an eventual rebirth?
- How can you hold the paradox of fear and joy this week?
Spiritual Practice
- Create a tomb in your home to place the sources and feelings associated with loss that you have experienced.
- Leave yourself a reminder to “embrace the suck” during this challenging season.
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay

Thursday Apr 09, 2020
Places of Thirst
Thursday Apr 09, 2020
Thursday Apr 09, 2020
As we observe Palm Sunday and experience our first online liturgy, Jason Minnix reflects on our places of thirst during this global pandemic and season of physical separation. Claudia Harding and Brittany Acosta also share their reflections on this text [Exodus 17:1-7].
Reflection
- What are my places of thirst today?
- If I had permission to complain, what would I say during this time?
- Could God be a place of standing for me when the world’s on fire?
- What is my honest prayer this morning?
Spiritual Practice
- Name the places of thirst.
- Prayer of Complaint: Make a place to post your prayers and complaints to God this week
- Have an honest conversation with God this week about how you’re doing, about what’s happening.
Resources
- Video: Vox Online Liturgy Replay
- Podcast: On Being (Padraig O Tuama)

Wednesday Mar 11, 2020
A New Conversation
Wednesday Mar 11, 2020
Wednesday Mar 11, 2020
As we continue in the season of Lent, Matt Inman reflects on how our faith intersects with our belonging [Romans 4:13-17].
Reflection
- What parts of your story might need to be honored more for you to feel a greater sense of belonging?
- What kinds of new conversations do you long for? Who in your life do you trust enough to allow them to interrupt you?
Spiritual Practice
- Journal through these three questions. Where have you felt loving connection with your parents/guardians? Where might your parents have struggled to know how to love you? Imagine what acceptance and belonging might have looked like in those spaces.
- Conversation. Have a conversation with a friend or a colleague about where fear of punishment finds its way into your faith, thoughts, relationships and dreams.
Resources
- Film: Billy Elliot

Thursday Mar 05, 2020
Remember Mercy
Thursday Mar 05, 2020
Thursday Mar 05, 2020
As we enter the season of Lent, Gideon Tsang reflects on what we need to remember about God’s goodness [Psalm 103:1-6].
Reflection
- What does it look like to bring your shame into the magnitude of mercy this week?
- How does it make you feel knowing God wants to satisfy your needs with goodness as long as you live?
Spiritual Practice
- Marinate in the vastness of mercy. Where’s the furthest place you’ve been on earth? Drop off your shame on a trip across the world.
Resources
- Film: Portrait of a Lady on Fire
- Music: Only One (Kanye West)

Thursday Feb 27, 2020
Facing Our Fear
Thursday Feb 27, 2020
Thursday Feb 27, 2020
Gena Minnix reflects on the Transfiguration and what it means to allow Jesus to come alongside us in our fear and to trust enough to take a small leap towards authentic love [Matthew 17:1-8].
Reflection
- How is fear shrinking my perspective on God, myself, others, or what’s possible?
- What would happen if I allowed Jesus to come alongside me and give me a new perspective?
- What "leap" am I afraid of taking in my relationship with God?
Spiritual Practice
- Breath Prayer. “God, even though I’m afraid… help me choose love.”
- Breath Prayer. “Jesus I can’t, you can… I’ll let go.”
Resources

Wednesday Feb 19, 2020
Growing in Maturity
Wednesday Feb 19, 2020
Wednesday Feb 19, 2020
Weylin Lee reflects on our spiritual growth and how we can tell if our faith is maturing or not [1 Corinthians 3:1-9].
Reflection
- What life-giving rhythms are we feeding ourselves to experience growth?
- Who do we view through a lens of rivalry and how can we look for the movement of God that’s stirring in us and them?
Spiritual Practice
- Craft a Rhythm of Life. Select intentional rhythms and practices that are appropriate for your emotional development. Personal rhythms (scripture, prayer, generosity). Communal rhythms (liturgy, sharing resources). Missional rhythms (hospitality, neighbor, partnerships).
Resources
- Book: Emotionally Healthy Spirituality (Peter Scazerro)
- Rhythm of Life
- Podcast: Fresh Air (Bryan Stevenson)
- Film: Parasite

Thursday Feb 13, 2020
Delivered
Thursday Feb 13, 2020
Thursday Feb 13, 2020
Judy Peterson reflects on the feminine Epiphany of how Jesus arrived and what it means for our ability to view our own bodies more charitably [Luke 1].
Reflection
- What would it look like for us to step away from the dualistic thinking that says we are either holy or sinful and instead simply acknowledge that sometimes we are just human and that's more than alright?
- Is it possible that the hidden, vulnerable or even shame-filled part of your life or story might just be the exact portal through which God wants to be delivered into this world?

Wednesday Feb 05, 2020
Close to Home
Wednesday Feb 05, 2020
Wednesday Feb 05, 2020
Gideon Tsang reflects on what we might find in God’s home, which is us [Psalm 84].
Reflection
- How is God inviting you into yourself this week?
- Where are you in your pilgrimage to find your own strength?
Spiritual Practice
- Reflect on how comfortable we are with ourselves. Are you comfortable with yourself? What parts are you not comfortable with? What parts are you comfortable with?
- Reflect on your pilgrimage. What part of this pilgrimage are you on? What is your valley? Do we trust that we’ll find springs in the valley?
Resources
- Video: Dave Chapelle at DC Improv
- Video: Space12 Move

Wednesday Jan 29, 2020
Dawning
Wednesday Jan 29, 2020
Wednesday Jan 29, 2020
Jason Minnix reflects on how Jesus carries light to bring people into their calling [Matthew 4:12-23].
Reflection
- Where do I sense the light that seems too good to be true?
- How can I begin or continue to listen to my deeper desires?
Spiritual Practice
- Attending to the Light of Desire. Are my desires being sacrificed for my habits, or are my habits supporting my deeper desires? Examine your habits over time to see if they help you realize your deeper desire.
- How has way closed behind me? Am I doing a bunch of good things, or am I getting closer to the best things to invest in? Take some time to look back and name some limits more visible now in the things that haven’t worked out. Ask someone you trust if they agree with your list of limits and sense of what you’re best at.
Resources

Friday Jan 24, 2020
Life of Service
Friday Jan 24, 2020
Friday Jan 24, 2020
Weylin Lee reflects on how are we invited to live a life of service that’s sustainable and connected to what God is doing [Isaiah 49:1-7].
Reflection
- If you listen to your life, what is it revealing about your calling?
- How might you live a life of service in more sustainable ways?
- Similar to light, in what ways are you simply revealing God’s love?
Spiritual Practice
- Personal Compass. Use the image of a compass to reflect on your life. Reflect on the four directions and what they each represent. Allow your life to speak back to you and help you begin to discern your calling. (exercise link below)
- Centering Prayer. Practice consenting to God’s presence and action. Consider service from a second half of life framework.
Resources
- Book: Let Your Life Speak (Parker Palmer)
- Book: Journaling as a Spiritual Practice (Helen Cepero)
- Personal Compass Exercise

Wednesday Jan 15, 2020
Close to Epiphany
Wednesday Jan 15, 2020
Wednesday Jan 15, 2020
Gideon Tsang reflects on the season of epiphany using the framework of order, disorder and reorder [Isaiah 42:5-9].
Reflection
- Who or what in life brings you alive?
- How might loss and disappearance bring you into yourself
Spiritual Practice
- Reflect on God’s Creation. Think of the tastiest food you’ve eaten. Think of something beautiful or breathtaking in creation. Look at yourself and think about your life. Say aloud “Mmmmm… so good”
- Reflect on Disorder. What part of your life do you feel stuck, like a prison? What if our blindness, our darkness, our stuckness, is an important part of epiphany?
- Reflect on Reorder. Is your original beauty still blossoming? How might your original beauty continue to spring forth?
Resources
- Video: Andy Goldsworthy’s Rivers and Tides
- Music Video: Smile by Jay-Z (feat Gloria Carter)

Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Generous Language
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
As we begin a new year, Jason Minnix reflects on how God’s language is generous enough to hold all of us and our experiences [John 1:1-9].
Reflection
- Have I found the language big enough to hold my journey now?
- Where is your darkness and light living now? (offer compassion to your darkness)
- What questions will shape your beauty in the year to come?
Spiritual Practice
- Look for generous language this week. Have you found language big enough to hold your journey now? Is our language creating new possibilities of inclusion for ourselves and others?
- Consider how we relate to God. What’s alive in my journey? Where does my darkness live? Where is the light?
Resources
- Video: The Office (12 Days of Christmas)
- Podcast: On Being (David Whyte)

Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Unfinished
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Chris Morton reflects on the hope that God is not finished with our growth and transformation [Acts 9:32-41].
Reflection
- What is unfinished in your life?
- What would you change if you invited God into that?

Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Advent: Uncomfortable Love
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
Wednesday Jan 08, 2020
As we continue in the Advent season, Jason Minnix reflects on the uncomfortable love of God through the contemplative practice of Lectio Divina [Matthew 1:18-25].
Reflection
- How am I being made vulnerable by the emergence of new life?
- Where do I sense the presence and absence of grace over this past year?
Resources

Thursday Dec 19, 2019
Advent: Expectations
Thursday Dec 19, 2019
Thursday Dec 19, 2019
As we continue in the Advent season, Weylin Lee reflects on how we are invited to respond when our expectations of God don’t line up with reality [Matthew 11:2-6].
Reflection
- How can we practice curiosity around our unfulfilled expectations of God and our circumstances?
- Where and who are the margins in our life that we have overlooked?
- What expectations do we need to let go of?
Spiritual Practice
- Practice curiosity around your expectations. Think of something that might be disappointing, frustrating, or confusing for you right now. Reflect on how this disappointment might be tied to an expectation that we have of God. Be curious about the source of that expectation.
- Observe the margins. Who are the people in the margins of our life? How can we observe that God is already present in their lives?
Resources